2nd unit test starts tomorrow :( November 14, 2010

My second unit test starts tomorrow, and I am afraid I might pop for physics & chemistry. Again.. Wish me luck.. Lots of stuff to do tomorrow.. I gotta go to kottayam to pay my bike’s insurance premium, then get the bike in for its last free service + get the free Yamaha upgrades. (I got an offer from Yamaha Motors – I get some parts upgraded free of cost. ). Well, gotta goto my bank tomorrow, then after that, I have to go for the exam afternoon.. Going out to get a Red Bull now.. See ya…

Friend Trashed My Bike… :( February 24, 2010

Well, my friend asked for the bike today, told me it was for him to go to his mom’s house, but apparently he was showing off or something, and trashed my new bike.. (My bike – Yamaha FZ16, really new..). Well, its in pretty awesomely bad shape, and would cost very much to repair.. My bro said that the “Fork” has been bended.. So if its bended, then it might not be as it was – perfect, even after clean repairs.. Well, i have very few friends (I can count them all in my 10 fingers..), so i just trusted and gave it to him.. :(   Well, i guess this incident gives a new outlook to my life with people.. I think i am gonna be leading a hidden life for longer than i thought.. You can trust nobody these days, damn it… I totally feel like crap… :(   Why do these shit just keep happening again and again ?? I wouldn’t say that i loved my bike and polished it every second of my life, but i loved it..  I loved to ride my bike.. Once i was feeling like totally crap, and  i went to Alleppey (alone, no one else knows about this..), so that i could just enjoy the ride.. I couldn’t go to my computer class today either.. (some good friends there…)… Dunno what to do now, dunno what to even think.. I am completely lost.. :(   Well, in fact, since all of this shit has been coming to me lately, i am thinking about what might be coming next.. Not to like prevent it or something, but maybe i can like get prepared to face it.. Everybody was scolding me today asking why i gave him the bike.. I always have something to say, like even if it is nothing involved in the matter.. Today, i was completely silent.. For the first time in my life, i felt that what i did was completely wrong.. The way i assessed him.. I went wrong.. Damn, this post is getting long, i better stop.. This life almost feels like playing Max Payne 2 or something, except for the corpses and the guns.. :P  What the hell now ?????? :(